I guess it’s weird that I only got to write about growing a year older 2 days after my actual birthday. Fact is, I don’t really feel a year older. It’s just easier to remember how old I am now (I count by 5s, hehe!).
Right now, I’m more anxious about the next few weeks. On my 36th week of pregnancy, actually, as of this writing. And my thoughts are focused on that. Since this is my second pregnancy, the second time I’ll be undergoing CS operation, I might be giving birth 2 weeks earlier than my EDD.
I feel like going crazy just thinking about it now. Haha!
I feel like I’m not prepared, I dunno. Very unlike my first pregnancy wherein everything went smoothly (until the last minute, that is). This time, I’m more nervous. Scared. Too many things going on inside my head. I feel stressed throughout these 8 months and how many days.
I’m ranting now. Anyway…
Despite the rollercoaster of emotions I’m having right now, I’m grateful to have been given another year by the Lord — to be a wife, a mom, a sister, a daughter, a friend. Another year to make greater things happen for my family, in my career.
I am grateful to have another year to spend with my family, friends, and colleagues. And to receive another blessing from above (girl or boy? Still not sure.).
Thanks to everyone who greeted, who remembered, who took just a few minutes — and a few strokes — to leave a message.
Here’s to 35, and more.